Showing posts with label my experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my experience. Show all posts

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Releasing with the Harvest Moon





Last night I gathered for my monthly full moon dance. Normally this dance happens in a small temple and only women gather together to move in our uniqueness, with intention, silently to rhythmic music as we connect with the current moon. This month for the celebration of the harvest moon we invited our brothers and we danced outside on the salt flats by the Great Salt Lake. When I first saw this invitation I instantly knew in my gut I was going. I told/asked my husband and he said yes and actually asked if he could come. I said no women only, confused that men were also invited this month. Once I realized men were invited I invited him and we lined up my dad to baby sit our two children. 

Tyler and I arrived at the beach early. Watched the sun set, talked and played around with some yoga poses. When the sun set and the moon rose we gathered with our group and howled at the moon which appeared red. The love and excitement we all felt for the moon was palpable. I thought of all the women in all the times in all the lands who have looked to the moon and sought guidance. I felt grounded in my blood, in my bones, with my feet in the sand.

My bare feet stood on cold dry salt sand. It cracked as I moved on it and we gathered into our circle. Our guides welcomed us, talked about the moon briefly, and the "rules" for our movement and then let us dance. Music played over generators as we danced, jumped, hopped, swayed, rolled, skipped, spun, pulsated, smiled, cried, yelled, laughed, crawled, ran, sat... It was beautiful to witness the black silhouettes of these human beings connecting with themselves, moving and breathing in their authenticity and how lucky I was to share that experience with them. 

We moved at different speeds within our circle outlined in the sand. As we repetitively touched the earth the sand that started our dry became wet and muddy.  It was such a magnificent experience to feel the change under my feet. I felt grounded and connected to my Mother... Earth.

The full moon represents abundance and she is about to move into waning, into releasing. As I gazed up at the moon with my hands over my heart I thought about what I want to release. I want to release my self judgment, and my self criticism so that I can stand in my power with self love and self confidence! With this intention I walk through the threshold leaving my old ways, thoughts and habits behind me. I move forward in a new way as a strong women who loves and cares for herself. A women who knows she can accomplish so much if she directs her energy into other things instead of the size of her love handles. How many hours, days, years I have wasted of my life caring about my size? and what you think of it? I have been working on this for 10 years but recently I have felt a lot of manifestation of forward momentum. Of letting go of that past identity so I can stand in my power fully. 

When we were dancing I also though of how we are all spiritual beings. About how lucky we are to share this human experience with each other. I caught myself finding my husbands silhouette watching him dance to his own beat and think how lucky I am
to share my life with this being! We get so caught up in life with children, bills, work, plans that I can forget this human experience and take it to seriously that I miss connecting with him as a Being. Dancing with him last night sometimes together but often apart was so amazing. Being able to do our own thing, feed our soul, be authentic, come together and connect, kiss, smile and then spin off again was a gift from Grace and one I will never forget. 

As we left we talked about our intentions. I shared with him about my self love and being ready to move past this threshold. He told me about his (I won't share it). He kept saying how much he enjoyed the dance and needed it. He also acknowledged how important these dances are for me and how much he supports me making time for them and will continue to encourage me to go to them in the future. This mad me so happy because I haven't been to a moon dance in a few months because I always assume he would rather me stay home and help with the kids. So hearing him say. "Yes! Do this!I will help you make this happen" made me heart soar. 

We talks again this morning about the transformative experience we had under the moon. Both so grateful that we can share these experiences. Tyler grew up Mormon and pointed out that there are many people who would be to uncomfortable with free movement under the moon and others would assume we were all on drugs and wouldn't want to participate. I am so grateful I can have these experiences. I am BLISSED out and am already counting down the days until I can dance with the moon again.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Re-finding Balance in Handstand

8 weeks postpartum

I have been really working I cultivate my handstands for over five years and about two years ago I was able to hold my balance in the middle of the room! Then I got pregnant... I continued to do handstands until I was 29 weeks pregnant and got put on bed rest. Then I had a c-section because my placenta was abrupting from the uterine wall. Shortly after giving birth to y beautiful son a flexed my abes an pushed my stomach... Nothing. Total mush. I later tried to do a handstand. I kicked up, did alignment actions + flexed my stomach to stop and balance, but I just kept going over and fell to the floor. Can you say "timber"?
One thing Anusara philosophy teaches us is to look for the good. So besides the obvious goodness of temporarily losing my handstands is gaining my sweet baby boy. Another benefit is that in the process of re-learning and re-finding my balance. I am learning new refinements and ways of phrasing how to teach handstands to my students.

Middle of room:
Muscular Energy: from down dog or from standing slits I kick up toward handstand and squeeze my ankles together crossed. I don't think. I am going to balance in handstand. Instead I think I am going to squeeze my ankle to the front of my opposite shin. Bam! I am balancing in handstand. This happens because I am squeeze the midline (one of the three aspects of muscular energy).

At wall:  I teach handstand at the wall in almost all of my classes. I rarely see handstands being taught in other classes and so many people fear handstands. "I'm not strong enough" I hear so much. Doing handstands at the wall each week I get to see the students gain confidence and get closer and closer to balancing. Now students get excited when we move to the wall and if I don't teach handstand at the wall a few students will hand around after class to get their handstands in. Anyways a few students have been closed to balancing for a while but still can't quite find it. So a I was practicing coming to balance in handstand at the wall both straight up and from "L" pose I found a trick called organic energy.

organic energy: When one is pushing off from L or from regular handstand at the wall they have horizontal movement that brings them to the place they should balance at but the problem is they any stop hat horizontal movement and keep going. Normally I teach don't push off the wall but use inner and outer spiral ad you will natural come off the wall into balance. But still students insist on pushing off. So I suggested that when their body gets stacked to extend down to the floor like crazy from the focal point I. The heart and out through the toes. This will turn the horizontal movement into vertical movement.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Postpartum Practice for Low Back *video

A friend asked me to post a yoga video for her to addressthe low back tension she feels after just having a baby. The sequence below is to remind your body of optimal alignment while releasing stored up tension in the body. It will release tightness in the back of the legs and low back while strengthening the low back. Do the whole sequence or bits and pieces when you have time. I am did the practice with my baby so you could see how I adapt my practice with him. He actually cooperated quite well I just needed to bounce his chair every once and a while. Often I need to pick him up for some poses or put him on the ground next to me. My baby comes before my practice so if he needs me and doesn’t seem happy I stop practicing and come back to it later. When I really want to practice my husband watches the baby so I can get some “me time” and a bigger practice in. My baby boy is 8 weeks old.


Teaching focus: Learn to hold healthy spine in lower back
Principles of emphasis:
1st principle: side bodies long
2nd: Hug the midline inner thighs strong
3rd: inner spiral thighs
4th: scoop tail bone so low belly tones to hold curve of low back
Theme: Taking time (even if only a few minutes) to take care of your self. When we are feeling good in our body we experience more health and happiness and from that place we can better care for our new babies.

*check with your health care provider before picking up your practice and remember to always listen to your body. If something doesn’t feel right, hurts, pulls… don’t do it! You just had a baby. Give yourself a break. P.S you are superwomen!! Your practice will deepen in time. No rush.

The Video:
(if the video above doesn't work here is the youtube url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kcj6CYlnjS0&feature=youtube_gdata&noredirect=1)

The Sequence:
Sucasana Uddiyana Bandha Pranayama
Sucasana side stretches
Cat/cow
Table jump rope spine
Anahatasana modified
Down Dog
Table - Shalabasana
Table - Shalabasana butt burner (toe touches, knee bends, knee bent hip extenders, abductor burner)
Thread Needle
Mod Utkatasana hands on knees cat/cow- jump rope spine
Tadasana- half moon side stretch
Down Dog - 3 Leg Down Dog
Wide Leg Forward Fold- Twist (with block, stack of books, soup can..)
Supta Pigeon
Supta Femur Rooting *my go to low back pain move*
Shavasana
Childs Pose

Monday, October 14, 2013

Week 34 Again


Week 35 Week 34...Again


Update: At our first appointment with our new hospital midwife (after being transferred from the birth center) we were told that our estimated due date is actually November 18, not November 10th like we were previously told. The reason the switched our due date was because the first ultra sound we got gave the due date of the 18th and later an ultra sound gave us the due date the 10th. The 10th dates lined up so well that the birth center thought it was more appropriate to go with that date. However at the hospital it is “standard protocol” to go off of the first ultra sound because it is most accurate.

This was hard for me to hear. Yes it is just a number and baby boy will come when he is ready…. But this number is one I have been counting down from for the past 240 something days. On the bright side if do go past my due date having a later estimated due date will help by me time before they push induction on me. Super good news the midwife took me off of bed rest and put me on “modified daily activities”. I still cannot teach, hike, or do anything vigorous. But I can lightly clean, gently stretch, and go for short walks. This has been terrific!
34 weeks 6 days
 

Baby Size? Butternut Squash

Baby development? Watch what you say! Your curious baby is listening in to your conversations at 34 weeks -- and might enjoy a lullaby or two -- so go ahead and sing to him. Some say that baby will recognize songs mom sings while he’s in the womb, and may even be more easily soothed by them if he’s used to them once he’s on the “outside.” At week 34, you might breathe a little easier, since baby may descend lower into your pelvis and give your lungs some space. (Ahh!) Of course, some babies don’t do this until the day they’re born, so we’re not making any guarantees. The pitfall of this descent, of course, is even more pressure on your bladder, so be prepared to make even more trips to the ladies room over the coming weeks. (thebump.com)

Gender? BOY


Sleep? I am getting insomnia. I used to go to bed around 10-11 and now I am up until 1am!

 
Food Cravings? Butternut squash soup, pumpkin pie (this could be that the leaves have changed color and its feeling like fall).

 
What I miss? I miss teaching my yoga classes and seeing my yoga students so so much. Not being able to do it reaffirms for me how important it is to me, and how much it lights up my being. I find myself day dreaming about teaching or scheming on how I can get away with teaching one class or one workshop before the baby comes. I also miss taking the dogs on hikes. I love being in the mountain’s during this time of year and taking in the fresh air and beautiful colors.

 
What I love? I love that I am allowed to move now! It was so hard staying in bed and I was getting so sore from laying on one side or the other. I have been doing some much needed stretches (what a previous post about my gentle prenatal sequence) to help undo the bed rest soreness and fatigue. I have also been loving going on short walks with the dogs and I breathing the air and walking through falling yellow leaves.

 
Maternity Photos. Yesterday my good friend Alyshea owner of Alyography Photography came to do maternity pictures for Tyler and I. Our plan was to go to memory groove but it was raining so we stayed at the house. They turned out so good. I think the pictures capture the love Ty and I have for each other and this baby boy in my belly. (Maternity photos below)

   
Movement? So much.

 
Symptoms? Insomnia, congestion, frequent need to pee, heart burn, sore feet, sciatic pain, tired, and anxiety.

 
Exercise? GENTLE: stretching and walking.  


Meditation? Yes it has been especially helpful with the changes in the birth plan and the pregnancy complications to help me calm and help me keep my positive birth experience while letting me go with the flow a little more gracefully.  


















 

Saturday, October 12, 2013

A Review About Me from 2010

I just stumbled upon a blog post someone wrote about one of my classes and me as a teacher. I remember both the students. Oh so sweet! I remember when I started taking Anusara classes how I did not like demoing poses (in fear I would do a bad job) and did not like partnering up (again afraid I would do a bad job). Now I love demos and partnering because I learn so much more then I could by myself. Thank you for the lovely blog post Doris.

September 06, 2010

Friday, October 11, 2013

Stretching/ Prenatal Yoga on Modified Bed Rest

After being on bed rest for 10 days I got the midwifes approval to do some light prenatal yoga and I am now on "modified" bed rest. Yippie!! I was so excited to start moving my 34 week pregnant body again.

Here is a gentle sequence I have been doing. My hips feel tight and misalignment from all the side lying I have been doing, my legs feel super tight from like of movement and stretching, and I feel like my circulation is no good. My intention this practice is to wake up my body, open my hips (in preparation for birth), re establish alignment in my hips, tone and lengthen the muscles of my legs and increase circulation.

Table- gentle cat/cow very gentle I don't want to compress the belly with to much core work but I do want to puff into the kidneys during cat. For cow this big belly already causes a back bend so inside I focus on length.
Table shalabasana wrist and ankle circles to help reduce swelling and increase circulation.
Parsvotonasana [2 blocks]  inside of front leg to avoid compressing my belly. Focus on drawing back thigh in and toward the back of the room which shift my hips more over the front leg and then add contacting spiral pulling front hip down and under to avoid binding in the hip flexors.
Low lunge quad stretch again i am focusing on inner spiral on back leg shifting the hips over the front leg + contracting spiral on front leg pulling glute down, under and pressing into heal. This is a back bend and like I mentioned above pregnancy already gives me the tendency to collapse into a back bend so I have to use gentle strength to pull the floating ribs in a puff into the kidneys without to much abdominal work. Then full extension rooting down from the hips into the floor and from the hips up through the arm pits and crown of head.
Deep low lunge quad stretch same alignment as above.
Pigeon quad I love how repetitive Anusara yoga can be. Its practicing the same alignment ques in different poses that help me better understand the incredible depth that these principles offer. That being said. Same work here. Tone the leg muscles, draw back leg thigh in, back and wide shifting hips over the front leg. This will create a deeper crease in the front hip (a collapse) so I scope my front hip under moving my front sit bone closer to my tail bone then extending into the floor. This will create space around the hip flexors. This again is a back bend. So i draw the floating ribs in, expand into the kidneys, and lengthen up through the side bodies to give me baby lots of space.
Deep pigeon One thing that makes me cringe as a yoga teacher is watching students move into a deeper pigeon. Often a student will sit off on there front hip side grab their foot and swing it forward trying to get the foot in line with the knee. They do this with no muscle energy in the front leg. This is a NO NO NO NO!!! With no muscle energy in the front leg all the flexibility they are getting is in their knee and pigeon is about opening the HIPS not the knees. We do not want more flexible knees. The way I get in this pose is starting in a narrowed version of pigeon I curl my toe nails into my mat this will engage my front leg and ankle. Keeping this engagement I slowly lift up my front knee (my front foot is still anchored to the floor) and move it back a little, then i move my back knee back and I either stay there or repeat until I get the angle in the front knee I want. When the front knee is narrow the front foot should be flointed (pointed with the toes pulled back) and when the knee gets to 90 degrees the front foot should be flexed pinkie toe spreading into the mat. Okay there is my little rant. I just love knees and don't like hearing stories of people blowing out their knees from yoga.
Malasana Squat depending on how long I want to hold this pose for I find it nice to sit on a block on the second level so i am more supported. Very nice prenatal treat.
Baddha konasana [block]5x this is currently my favorite sequence ever!! It opens my hips so much which will come in handy for labor. I start in baddha konasana soles of the feet together engage the muscles of the legs especially the outer hips. Keeping the muscles drawing up toward the hips I extend from my upper inner thighs out through my knees pressing the knees to the floor (with muscles alone no help from my hands). Next I grab my block and put the narrowest version of the block between my feet and repeat the alignment. Then I turn the block to the medium width put that between my feet and repeat the same alignment. Then, you probably guessed it, I turn the block to the widest aspect and put it between my feet and repeat the alignment actions. Lastly I remove the block bring the soles of my feet together and repeat the alignment yet again. I try to catch my jaw as it falls to the floor in shock at how much more open I am. Depending on how much time I have depends on how long I do this for. I will hold each version of baddha konasana for 2 mins, 3 mins, or 4 mins (i use a yoga timer app which is awesome for this). This is something I will do all by itself to. Its a nice way to spend 20 mins and get into the hips.
Double pigeon
Virasana
pre pregnancy my knees would touch in this pose. Now my hips are much wider so there is about a fist space between my knees. I want my knees to line up with my hip sockets. More knee alignment stuff includes lining up the second toe with the middle of the ankle, I like to spread my toes with the help of my hands and squeeze my heels toward the mid line.  I also make sure my inner thighs are rotating in toward the floor creating a healthy lumbar curve in my back. Lastly organically extend from hips into floor and lift chest toward sky. I will do gomukasana arms during this pose to sometimes for a shoulder stretch.  
Ardha hanumanasana - hanumanasana tone the muscle of the legs, rotate back leg in back and wide shifting hips over front leg, scope front hip under pressing out through the ball of the foot. That will help square up your pelvis. I really like playing with muscle and organic energy in this pose. Drawing from the feet into the hips SO much that it feels like my leg bones get shorter because they get so plugged into the hip sockets. Keeping that engagement I extend from the hips out through the feet. This entertains me so much I forget what a killer stretch this is (especially after bed rest!)
Supta pada A- B [strap] With my leg perpendicular to the floor or foot slightly forward of the hip i use a strap and ground my whole femur bone into the hip socket as I extend from my hip back into the strap to create some space around the joint. I make sure my bottom leg is tones, second toe in line with ankle, knee and hip and inner thigh strongly rooting toward earth. Next I loop my strap together and put the strap behind my head, right at the base of my hair line below that boney bump. I practice skull loop as my leg gets pulled closer to my face. If you dont have the flexibility to do this or it doesnt feel good just hold the strap one in each hand. I have been doing this for years and love it. I dont need a strap. Then i grap the outer edge of my top foot and open my leg for pada B. Strong bottom inner thigh work, and strong hip scoping work on top leg.
Hanumanasana
Femur rooting/psoas release
 

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Opening to Grace on Bed Rest

Open to Grace is the first principle of Anusara Yoga. It's physical applications include lengthening the side bodies, expanding into the back body, and having a good foundation with earth. To me emotionally open to grace has a lot to do with trust. It is taking a deep breath in, feeling my feet on the floor and trusting that everything is going to be okay.

I got put on bed rest last week in my 34th week of pregnancy from a big bleed. I am no longer able to practice physical asana but I am amazed how much strength I find by working the universal principles of alignment off of my yoga mat and in my bed and in my head. They say Open to grace is the most important principle and its the one you keep going back to over and over again. That's how I feel, I will establish an attitude of open to grace and a minute later it is gone and I have to bring myself back to it and then maybe 5 minutes later it is gone and I bring myself back to it. It is a practice of remembrance. Of remembering that I don't want to feel totally scared and all alone. I want to feel connected, loved and safe. These are the feeling I get when I trust the universal and open myself to Grace.

Being pregnant really takes you into the front of your body. If you think of a pregnant women her belly sticks out forwards, her boobs get bigger pulling her forward and her head is often forward along with her thigh bones. Everything is pulling her into the front of her body. The front body represents the "I" and the individual self. I know I can get really wrapped up in myself. What is going on with me, my baby, my body, my family, my future... When my head gets full of me, myself and I the world gets smaller, I start to run on fears + desires and I start to feel disconnected from others.

Although pregnancy physically pulls the body more into the front plan what you cant see is how much strength is coming from the back body. The low back supports the growing uterus and prevents her from falling over in all that misalignment, her upper back muscles are strong from holding up those boobs and the back of her legs are extra powerful from carrying around all that extra weight. The back of the body represent the Universal. When I feel myself get stuck in my head and in the front of my body I have been pausing to remind myself how strong the back of my body is especially during pregnancy. I can just settle down and rest in that strength and the remembrance that no matter what happens everything is going to be okay. That I am supported by so much: Grace, friends, family, doctors, muscles, yoga... When I shift from front body to back body I feel many changes. My skin and brain feel like they soften, I stand up taller within myself, and my breath becomes deeper and fills in the back of my waistline up to the back of my kidneys. This kind of breath feels like I am making an offering and bow to my own heart and to Grace.

Friday, September 20, 2013

Facing Fear and Firing the Glutes


The changes that inevitably come with the natural ups and downs of life can either generate a perspective of personal growth or create fear.  A big change has cropped up in my life recently. Yesterday I got a call from my midwife saying because of my previous ultra sound and my placenta placement I am no longer eligible to give birth at the birth center and will need to have a cesarean section at a hospital. This is a radical change going from my plan which was a natural unmediated birth at a birth center (not even associated with a hospital) to giving birth in a hospital, with drugs and as much medical intervention as possible. I could feel the fear creep over my whole body as I began to close down and cry for hours.

 I then realized I had a choice. I could continue to pout about the fact that things are not going to go the way I had plan and continue to think about how this isn’t what I wanted and how afraid I am, interesting note, when you think about your fear your fear GROWS. Or I could accept the new set of circumstances. I could educate myself and make a new plan. In order to do this I had to dig so deep to find the strength to carry on. But the strength is always there for us we just have to trust it’s there and act like it is there. So today I have called hospitals, doctors, insurance companies, and friends who have had C-sections. As a result I feel like a stronger. I feel like I am protecting my baby (the transfer is a result of high risk danger of baby and mama bleeding out). I feel like I learned a lesson in mother hood : that things won’t always go my way. And ultimately I feel stronger for being able to integrate myself from total mess + complete weakness, to a place where I am stable and able to move forward with the new plan.

Tomorrow in class we are going to be focusing on firing the glutes. I had heard for a long time not to squeeze my bum and let it be relaxed. However when I started practicing Anusara yoga my teacher stressed how important it is to be able to use the glute muscles. Like the situation above I could be in a pose for example: standing splits or side angle pose feeling total fatigued and in fear that I couldn’t possibly hold the pose any longer. However if I dug deep and fired my glutes I found a new sense of strength and was able to get more stable in the pose, go deeper and have a better attitude about being in the posture.

GET TO KNOW YOUR BUTT MUSCLES:
Before you start working with these principles in practice, take some time to get to know your butt muscles:

·         Gluteus maximus is the largest butt muscle (in fact, it’s the biggest muscle in your body), spanning from the side of the sacrum and ilium to the femur. It’s primary function is to act as an extensor of the hip, but it also laterally rotates (turns out) the hip in extension. This is one reason the back leg in most poses tends to have too much outer spiral. If your leg is fixed, gluteus maximus serves to scoop the pelvis under (retroversion). To feel its engagement, standing in tadasana holding your buttocks and stretch one leg back behind you, extending the hip. You’ll feel the gluteus maximus fire on that leg. Now try standing in tadasana and scooping your pelvis under. You’ll feel both buttocks engage.

·         Gluteus medius is located on the outer hip, running from the outer upper hip down to the greater trochanter of the thigh bone. It’s primary role is in abduction of the hip, moving the leg away from the midline by drawing the greater trochanter toward the top of the hip. It also serves to stabilize the pelvis when you’re balancing on one leg (including when walking). To feel it, try standing in tadasana with both hands on your outer hips. Lift one leg straight out to the side to feel gluteus medius do the lifting. Interestingly, gluteus medius will also fire on the standing leg, to steady the balance by rooting downward into the earth.

·         Piriformis and those other lateral rotators: There’s a group of six deep hip muscles that all contribute to lateral/external rotation the hip. The main one to note among these is the piriformis, will contract (and spasm) in an attempt to stabilize the hip when the inner thigh/outer hip team is not doing its job. Piriformis happens to sit right on top of the sciatic nerve, and so when it’s tight it can cause a shooting nerve pain down the leg (also known as piriformis syndrome), and due to its connection to the sacrum, it can also pull on the sacrum to jam the sacro-iliac joint. I have a hard time actually feeling these muscles engage; rather, I feel them best when they’re being stretched in hip openers, like pigeon pose. However, you will only feel them stretch if you get the inner thighs back and wide first, and maintain that while adding Outer Spiral.

Principles of Emphasis

  • Muscular Energy For finding optimal alignment in the hips you need to tone the upper inner thighs (adductors) and the outer hips.
  • Inner Spiral turns the inner thighs in, back and apart (this is achieved by the strength of the adductors) and sets the head of the femur bone into the acetabulum (hip socket). The sitting bones widen, and the buttocks muscles soften their grip in order for these smaller muscles to create the inner spiral rotation. In asymmetrical poses the back leg needs more inner spiral.
  • Outer Spiral initiates from the action of the tailbone scooping under, and also wraps the outer hip back and toward the midline of the body. This involves the strong lateral hip rotators (piriformis, gluteus maximus, and other smaller rotators). When you engage Outer Spiral, make sure that the action of the butt muscles doesn’t override the alignment action of inner spiral. In fact, you’ll probably feel that the inner thighs have to work even more to keep the energetic flow back as you add the action of Outer Spiral. In asymmetrical poses the front leg needs more outer spiral
  • Organic Energy creates space in the joints by powerfully extending from the focal point toward the periphery. When the pelvis is the focal point the pelvic bones and tailbone move downward towards the earth, and the lower back and low belly lift up toward the sky. Gluteus medius is one of the key muscles involved in the rooting action of Organic Energy, and it creates enormous space and stability in the hip, especially when you’re balancing on one leg.

The Sequence:

1.      Tadasana: In tadasana have students feel glutes maximus and medius fire in there stabilizing and their moving actions.

2.      Parsvottanasana- vira 3 prep On the back leg side, the thigh and outer hip will tend to rotate outward, while the front naturally turns more inward with the hip jutting out to the side. (This is the common collapse in all asymmetrical poses so the back leg will need more Inner Spiral to find balance, and the front leg will need more Outer Spiral and Organic Energy.) Inner spiral the legs especially the back leg then add strong outer spiral by wrapping the front hip around and under WITHOUT losing the action of the inner thighs. Then press from your pelvic bones down through your legs into the floor. You’ll feel gluteus medius fire, especially on the front leg- press up into vira three prep finger tips on the floor back leg parallel to the floor. Squeeze back leg to midline to fire adductors and lift inner thigh up (this will turn on glute max and stretch deep 6 hip rotators) and wrap front hip down an under (turning on front hip glute medius) then extend out from hips down through standing leg, through back leg and through torso.

3.      Mod. Utthita hasta padangustasana holding knee: Start with an easy variation, just bringing one leg up with the knee bent and holding the front of the knee with both hands. With the legs strong and the inner thighs pressing back, now use your butt muscles to anchor the pelvis more. Especially work the gluteus medius on that standing leg, extending from the outer hip all the way down into the heel, and you’ll get a simultaneous lift up out of the pelvis. Hold this pose on each side until you feel that outer hip muscle start to tire.

4.      Vrksasana

5.      Standing pigeon- option (galavasana)- elbows in front of shin. Kick shin into the resistance of the elbows pulling back to fire glute.

6.      Modified Parsvakonasana- parsvakonasana

7.      Trikonasana: Like most asymmetrical poses, the front hip in trikonasana tends to get bound up. Once you set up the legs with good Muscle Energy and Inner Spiral, activate your butt muscles to draw the front hip under more. This will clear space in the hip joint. Then extend organically from the pelvis through the legs into the earth, using gluteus medius in particular to root more down into the front leg. Just for fun lift up bottom hand, you will only be able to do this if you are fiercely firing gluteus medius.

8.      Ardha chandrasana: As a standing balance, this is a great pose to work on both gluteus maximus and medius. Gluteus maximus (and the other lateral rotators) will provide a wrapping energy from the outer front hip toward the midline and under, while gluteus medius gives you the extension downward out of the hip that you need to avoid collapsing the pelvis onto the thigh bone.

9.      Partner Ardha Chandrasana: to help feel this have a friend press downward on your outer (top hip), so that you get more rooted into the floor, and as you get more rooted, lift back up into their hand.

10.  Spastic Pose: Start in uttanasana holding the big toes in yogic toe lock (first two fingers around the toe, thumb pressing into the floor). Engage the legs, especially by hugging the midline, and then widen the inner thighs back and apart. Shift your weight onto one foot as you lift the other leg straight out to the side. Gluteus medius, as an abductor, gets a workout on the lifted leg, while, as a stabilizer, gets a workout on the standing leg. If it’s weak, you’ll see why this one was nicknamed “spastic pose.”

11.  Tadasana- Virabhadrasana 3- Urdhva prasarita ekapadasana (aka standing splits): These poses are fun, as they are great ways to build the gluteus maximus (back leg) while strengthening gluteus medius (standing leg). Start in tadasana with hands on your hips, and with both feet on the floor just shift your weight over to your right foot. You’ll feel the butt muscles on the right side fire in order to bear weight (kind of like when you’re riding the subway and have nothing to hold on to). Even before lifting the left foot off the floor, extend organically downward from the pelvis into the standing foot (that’s your outer hip, gluteus medius, again), to make space in that hip. Then start to kick the left leg back toward Vira 3; gluteus maximus, as a hip extensor, will come into play here. The inner thigh on that back leg will have to work strongly to balance the lateral rotation that comes along with the firing of gluteus maximus. Hold Vira 3 for a few breaths and then tip all the way forward to standing splits. Again, balance the action between the inner thigh lifting and the butt muscles working on the back leg, while extending fully downward out of the hip in the front leg.

12.  Pinch Manyurasna [partner] just like gluteus medius fires when you root down through the feet there are muscles in the shoulder joint that prevent you from collapsing in the shoulders to root down. Partners will first check to make sure the shoulders are over the elbows and not past the elbows (a misalignments I have been seeing lately) then take fingers to yogi’s doles of feet to give them something extend up into, after rooting from back of heart toward floor.

13.  L.L quad stretch twist- The twisted poses require a lot of strength in the butt muscles to keep the hips squared to the front. Lift of the inner back thigh taking the butt toward heel. On the front leg use glute max scooping sit bone under and then fire glute medius by rooting down through heal so you don’t collapse in front hip as you extend the spine twisting from the back leg side toward the front leg side.

14.  Eka pada rajakapotasana 1 (pigeon prep): good inner spiral needs to be set up in order to stretch the front outer hip muscles to the fullest. Start with a smaller angle in the front leg with the foot pointed this set up will be easier to access the inner spiral of the back leg. After finding that move deeper into the pose bringing the knee in line with the foot. In this variation the front foot will be flexed.

15.  Ardha matsyendrasana (and other seated twists): the front hip (the side to which you are twisting) will tend to lift off the floor if the gluteus medius and the other butt muscles aren’t working. Really tack that hip down to lengthen up and out of the pelvis and take a twist.

16.  Setubandha with [block]: with backbends, the legs naturally tend to rotate outward, jamming the thighs forward and, ultimately, compressing the lower back. So instead, get your inner thighs toned and flowing back (using a [block] between your upper inner thighs will help create that awareness), and then activate those butt muscles, extending them out toward your knees without over-riding the power of the inner thighs. This will create tremendous freedom in the lower back.

17.  Root thigh bones back symmetrically- since one of the misalignments that can come from firing the glutes is the glutes out powering the alignment action of inner spiral which pushes the thigh bones forward and flattening the low back. Rooting the thigh bones back will help the thigh bones set back and re-establish the lumbar curve in lower back in case the thigh bones did come forward from your strong glute work.

 

 

 

Monday, September 9, 2013

Take a bigger Perspective....Outer Sprial

 
I have been reading The Untethered Soul by Michael Singer. In this great book Singer keeps repeating the same idea over and over again. You have to choose happiness and choose a larger perspective on reality instead of narrowly focusing on problems. You have to allow everything in life to take place and be a part of life but not get hung up on things and let them clog your heart center.  Singer writes a lot about the voice that is always talking to us inside our head. “You’re ready to grow when you finally realize that the ‘I’ who is always talking inside will never be content…It always has a problem with something. Honestly, when was the last time you really had nothing bothering you? Before you had your current problem, there was a different problem. And if you’re wise, you will realize that after this one’s gone, there will be another one.” You can see that if you live in this narrow mind set focusing on your problems you will always be sad because there will always be a problem. However broaden your perspective take in ALLL THE GOOD in your life BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH! And with this broad perspective those little problems will seem just that little. In this bigger perspective both can exist. You can have your problems, and they can suck. But at the same time you can still be grateful and aware that your problems are not your life.

This reminds me of my physical yoga practice. There will always be refinements (especially in Anusara Yoga). There will always be a principle that I need to improve on. However if I focus on how this one aspect of my practice “isn’t god enough” I will be disappointed and sad. If on the other hand I choose a larger perspective and I observe my whole practice, or the whole pose I will experience so many things that feel so right and I will feel very happy and content.

I had two questions come up in class last week addressing the front leg in asymmetrical poses. One question was about experiencing a pain or a binding feeling in the front hip. The other was about experiencing sciatic nerve pain. I know both of these students practices well. I have observed that both of the students have established good muscle energy in their back leg, good thighs up and good inner spiral. However both have their front hip sticking out to the side with a deep crease in their front leg hip. This explains both the bond up painful feeling in the hip flexors. Establishing outer spiral wrapping the hip back in and down will lift the belly and create space and stability around the front hip flexors which will stop the bound up feeling. When it comes to sciatic pain, A back collapsed leg is normally the cause. However since I know this student has great alignment on her back leg the next place to look at is the front leg. Lack of outer spiral on the front leg can also create sciatic nerve pain in the front leg. Outer spiral helps root the femur bone into the back plane of the body which is one of the main alignment principles to stabilize sacrum and reduce sciatica pain. So no outer spiral in front leg pulls femur bone toward the front plane of the body which narrows the space between the sacrum and the ilium (scaro-illiac joint). In that space is the sciatic nerve which is the size of your pinky finger! If that space narrows to much the nerve will get impinged. Strong outer spiral on the front leg will ground femur bone back, create space in front and back of the hip and create stability to hold that space.  In the sequence bellow the main focus is going to be on understanding the action of outer spiral, however in order to perform outer spiral well several alignment actions need to be applied first.

Principles of Emphasis:

Open To Grace: create the optimal starting point for the body by lining up the feet so that they are straight ahead, from the middle knee to the middle of the ankles to the 2nd toe mound.
Muscle Energy: Drawing toward the midline is one of the three aspects of Muscle Energy. Pushing into the feet and isometrically drawing them toward each other will engage both the outer shin muscles (the peroneals) and the inner thighs (adductor muscles) we need all these muscles engaged well in order to perform the next alignment actions.
Inner Spiral: takes the inner thighs in, back and wide. This widening opens space in the hips and lower back. More inner spiral needs to be created on the back leg in asymmetrical poses
Outer Spiral: Outer Spiral flows from the waistline down to the outer edges of the feet. Outer Spiral takes the outer seams of the legs back and toward the midline. More outer spiral in front leg in asymmetrical poses which will laterally broader the front knee away from the midline and over the second toe if the knee collapsed medially after inner spiral.
Organic Energy: From the focal point, extend energy down to the earth and back up through the extremities.

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The Sequence

 
Table cat cow variation to feel Inner and Outer Spiral
DD
High runners lunge
Uttanasana-Utkatasana prep hands on knees (Make sure the feet are lined up parallel, and that the knees are lined up over second toe. Lift and spread your toes to get the legs energized. Hug the legs to the midline, and support this action with your hands pressing in to the midline, without letting the knees knock in. Keep that alignment strong as you turn the inner thighs in, back, and wide. You’ll feel some space open up in the lower back. Now anchor the tailbone down and stretch into the full pose.)
Parsvotanasana [2 blocks]
Uttanasana-Utkatasana prep hands on knees (Make sure the feet are lined up parallel, and that the knees are lined up over second toe. Lift and spread your toes to get the legs energized. Hug the legs to the midline, and support this action with your hands pressing in to the midline, without letting the knees knock in. Keep that alignment strong as you turn the inner thighs in, back, and wide. You’ll feel some space open up in the lower back. Now anchor the tailbone down and stretch into the full pose.)
DD-vinyasa
Lunge
Pigeon
Pigeon quad stretch (with strong inner thighs inner spiral the back leg widening the pelvis and balancing the sacrum. This will help release a tight back. Often when the hips get squared in this pose (and in all asymmetrical poses) we will dump in the front hip so squeeze front glute and toward the tail bone which will continue to square the hips off bringing the front thigh bone back then root from the front hip into the floor for outer spiral and organic energy)
Tree
Standing figure 4- standing baby cradle
Mod parsvakonasana
(look at front knee notice that it probably collapses medically after performing inner spiral and work on holding the widening you created in your back hip while scoping your front hip down and under so the knee moves laterally and tracks over the second toe)
Trikonasana (engage the muscles of your legs by drawing the feet isometrically toward each other. Make sure your knees are not hyper extending. Then broaden your thighs mainly your back thigh in back and wide. Look at your front knee and notice if the knee is collapsing toward the midline. In parsvakonasana the previous pose the whole knee will often lean to the midline which is easier to see in trikonasana it's normally the knee cap is rotated slightly toward the midline. Remember we want to knee in line with the second toe so bend the knee slightly squeeze your front leg glute toward your tail bone to broaden the knee over the second to, then extend from the hips through the feet and from the hips through the spine and arms)
Trikonasana [block] (same alignment as above) -> [block] ardha chandrasana (just like in trikonasana the knee will often collapse and rotate so it’s not in line with the second toe. Put a little bend in the front knee with the leg engaged do outer spiral tacking the front hip back and under so the knee points over the second toe and then press from the hip down into the foot and straighten the leg)
Ardha Chandra chapasana [block]
[at wall]
Handstand "L"
Virasana
[block] wrist stretches
Bridge
Urdhva danurasana hands on
[wall]
Upavista konasana
Prasarita upavistha konasana







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